A very bitter post
For starters.. i'm really restless today! I know there's a lot of work waiting for me to do, but i need to know that it's really crunch time for me to concentrate and really get down to it. But I just don't feel it. I think denial is setting in. Maybe a trip to the school library is in need. Maybe i haven't been in school long enough this sem to actually know i'm screwed.I KNOW I'M SCREWED! I think my brain just refuse to admit it. It's in this comfy little corner denying the very existence of it.
There are times to do things and times that don't. I've been thinking of that and i know deep in heart that i shouldn't be watching tv or dramas or doing all things fun now. I should be in my misery staring at a bunch of words that isn't English but is suppose to be making some sense to me. Maybe all i want is just one day. JUST ONE DAY free from all these. Last friday could have been a great outing but it was all ruined because i didn't check the deadline for an assignment and my group had to stay up till 5 in the morning rushing it. I know i haven't been a great project group mate and I'm sorry for that. Please will someone just tell me why I've been born in this world? WILL U JUST TELL ME WHAT I'M LIVING FOR? Even better tell me why i'm in my current status now. It just doesn't make any sense to me. All rationalizing fails to make any sense of my situation now.
I'M FEELING BITTER RIGHT NOW! And i'm a bitch at it.
One more last thing. OMG.. this girl has a crazy collection of shoes! I really mean crazy collection! She's pretty. She's rich. She has nice shoes and clothes. Haizzzz.... how nice! Its the link at the side-->seaofshoes
posted by lazyrpiggy @ 6:53 AM
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