
I just spotted a long forgotten old snack in cold storage today and its impossible not to share the excitement!
Gosh... Deb got me a tin of these from one of her overseas trip and i can never forget those sweet tasting devil popcorn! After this popcorn will never taste the same!
Still it's costing a bomb to get one of these in cold storage.. tadaaaa... ($16 plus per tin) crazy hur?
All the supermarts are stocking up on their christmas packages and its omg expensive but it all looks soooo good!
There's this other really divine chocolate that I've tasted recently and they are selling it in a pack for like 8bucks! Forgot to snap a picture of it. Shall do so when i actually buy it! hahahahhaa... pull out your wallet guys! its time to do some Christmas goodies shopping to tide you through those late nights and major exam depressions!
I'm so bored of coding..!!
I'm not even sure if i got it right.
I'm just coding class by class by class of it
SAVE ME!!
Wat a joke!

I just made some pancakes.. [Notice the lack of excitement? COZ i failed?!!]
Actually.. it didn't really look or taste like wuffy fluffy pipping hot pancakes. It looked really much like fried roti prata!Actually it looks very much like those kimichi pancakes u can find in most of the Korean restaurants!
hahahahahaa... Well its going to take me sometime to recover from the failure and i think the next time i shall just stick to ordering pancakes from macs.
Sorry guys.. no wuffy fluffy piping hot pancakes till i rediscover how to make them in a non stick pan without frying it by mistake!
Well at least it was fun and it made my mood a lot better. The pancakes in the picture right there depicts my lifelong journey to the "production" of the perfect pancake. In the meantime, i'm going to try my best to punish myself by eating those "rotten" pancakes i made.
A very bitter post
For starters.. i'm really restless today! I know there's a lot of work waiting for me to do, but i need to know that it's really crunch time for me to concentrate and really get down to it. But I just don't feel it. I think denial is setting in. Maybe a trip to the school library is in need. Maybe i haven't been in school long enough this sem to actually know i'm screwed.
I KNOW I'M SCREWED! I think my brain just refuse to admit it. It's in this comfy little corner denying the very existence of it.
There are times to do things and times that don't. I've been thinking of that and i know deep in heart that i shouldn't be watching tv or dramas or doing all things fun now. I should be in my misery staring at a bunch of words that isn't English but is suppose to be making some sense to me. Maybe all i want is just one day. JUST ONE DAY free from all these. Last friday could have been a great outing but it was all ruined because i didn't check the deadline for an assignment and my group had to stay up till 5 in the morning rushing it. I know i haven't been a great project group mate and I'm sorry for that. Please will someone just tell me why I've been born in this world? WILL U JUST TELL ME WHAT I'M LIVING FOR? Even better tell me why i'm in my current status now. It just doesn't make any sense to me. All rationalizing fails to make any sense of my situation now.
I'M FEELING BITTER RIGHT NOW! And i'm a bitch at it.
One more last thing. OMG.. this girl has a crazy collection of shoes! I really mean crazy collection! She's pretty. She's rich. She has nice shoes and clothes. Haizzzz.... how nice! Its the link at the side-->seaofshoes
OK suddenly i'm feeling the panic attacks about my future so i'm here to blog and spill and make sure some of the panic waves will ride on far away.
I'm not excatly sure how this goes but i think it has something to do with me going for my first week of tutorials in a long long time and this being my 3rd year really sorts of weigh down on me in this rather depressing economic times. Why do we have to grow up? I'm not sure if i can even handle the corporate pressure and the constant rat race, heck I'm already up to my neck with the competition in NUS! Or just maybe it's the uncertainty of doing programming again in 2261 which after lots of small talks can be concluded one of the few creepy modules in SOC for people like me. I'm not quite sure if i can handle school anymore. I think all i need is a mix of motivation and some aim to work towards that will eventually lead to something nice?
Is it normal for a uni student to actually not know what they wanna do in the future? I guess i have another 2 more years to figure out but that is not going to be very long considering the past 2 years in NUS had just gone past in a flash. Suddenly the future seem really bleak as it closes in on me.
IGNORE PLEASE. JUST RANTING!

PLEASE IGNORE... THERE'S NO PRIVATE OPTION AND I REALLY NEED TO RANT SO IF U'RE NOT AS BORED AS I AM THEN TAKE MY ADVICE!
IGNORE!
Facebook is really a heaven for gossip queen and kings alike.
And looking at the lives my friends are living i realized it makes me one hell of a boring person.
I'm what? 21 this year and the topics revolving around people my age seems to be.. erm... clubbing... drinking.... a bit more clubbing and a hell lot of birthday parties to attend. A few years older and that will change to a hell lot of red wedding bombs to defuse.
haiz.. and I spend my days in the malls. at home watching dramas. going out with a whole lot of different clique of friends. And that about sums up my life. haiz.. this is ultra boring!
if only i have free tickets to travel everywhere i want.
In my dictionary, to be more is to see more. to see more is to travel more.
Being stuck in Singapore is like looking at the big blue sky from the eye of a child.
In other words.... Sheltered.... i admit to that.... I guess i live a really sheltered life.
I think i need more friends... hmmm.. maybe the problem is i don't have enough friends to go around with. yeah... maybe i shall be more out there and start grabbing people to go out. That's a thought to start with. I guess?? Well u can only be young once right? People forgive everything we do since we're always seens as just big kids. SO might as well take the opportunity to make the best out of it right?
It's getting late. I should sleep now. NITEzzzz
Back.. sorry for the long delay.
Couldn't stand the old blog skin any longer so i need to change it before i can blog in peace.
I realized I'm truly a boring person.
Seems as though this holiday has brought about the laziness in me and i simply refuse to make something out of it. Great holiday no doubt. After my results was released about 3 weeks ago, I've got the biggest sigh of relief in my life. It was as if it had un-knotted something in me and i started chomping the crap out of my life!
The relief also unleashed me from the claws of the needle of the nice/evil little machine that had manipulated the lives of many girls young or old(in case you're still wondering.... the weighing machine). I have to say that it must be temporary cause i seem to be going back to caring about those numbers again.
So goodbye my macadamia nut brittle(haagan daz)
goodbye my darling chomp snacks
I'll miss you all!
I have a feeling that this is going to be one really long post!
oh right.. been back from taiwan for a few weeks now and i have yet to post any photos up on facebook or my blog so I shall start posting some now i guess...
Forgive me for those really screwed up pictures coz i'm really not good with pictures.