Tuesday, October 20, 2009

I'm so bored of coding..!!
I'm not even sure if i got it right.
I'm just coding class by class by class of it
SAVE ME!!

Friday, October 9, 2009

Wat a joke!




I just made some pancakes.. [Notice the lack of excitement? COZ i failed?!!]
Actually.. it didn't really look or taste like wuffy fluffy pipping hot pancakes. It looked really much like fried roti prata!Actually it looks very much like those kimichi pancakes u can find in most of the Korean restaurants!

hahahahahaa... Well its going to take me sometime to recover from the failure and i think the next time i shall just stick to ordering pancakes from macs.

Sorry guys.. no wuffy fluffy piping hot pancakes till i rediscover how to make them in a non stick pan without frying it by mistake!

Well at least it was fun and it made my mood a lot better. The pancakes in the picture right there depicts my lifelong journey to the "production" of the perfect pancake. In the meantime, i'm going to try my best to punish myself by eating those "rotten" pancakes i made.


Thursday, October 8, 2009

A very bitter post

For starters.. i'm really restless today! I know there's a lot of work waiting for me to do, but i need to know that it's really crunch time for me to concentrate and really get down to it. But I just don't feel it. I think denial is setting in. Maybe a trip to the school library is in need. Maybe i haven't been in school long enough this sem to actually know i'm screwed.

I KNOW I'M SCREWED! I think my brain just refuse to admit it. It's in this comfy little corner denying the very existence of it.

There are times to do things and times that don't. I've been thinking of that and i know deep in heart that i shouldn't be watching tv or dramas or doing all things fun now. I should be in my misery staring at a bunch of words that isn't English but is suppose to be making some sense to me. Maybe all i want is just one day. JUST ONE DAY free from all these. Last friday could have been a great outing but it was all ruined because i didn't check the deadline for an assignment and my group had to stay up till 5 in the morning rushing it. I know i haven't been a great project group mate and I'm sorry for that. Please will someone just tell me why I've been born in this world? WILL U JUST TELL ME WHAT I'M LIVING FOR? Even better tell me why i'm in my current status now. It just doesn't make any sense to me. All rationalizing fails to make any sense of my situation now.

I'M FEELING BITTER RIGHT NOW! And i'm a bitch at it.

One more last thing. OMG.. this girl has a crazy collection of shoes! I really mean crazy collection! She's pretty. She's rich. She has nice shoes and clothes. Haizzzz.... how nice! Its the link at the side-->seaofshoes