I'm not excatly sure how this goes but i think it has something to do with me going for my first week of tutorials in a long long time and this being my 3rd year really sorts of weigh down on me in this rather depressing economic times. Why do we have to grow up? I'm not sure if i can even handle the corporate pressure and the constant rat race, heck I'm already up to my neck with the competition in NUS! Or just maybe it's the uncertainty of doing programming again in 2261 which after lots of small talks can be concluded one of the few creepy modules in SOC for people like me. I'm not quite sure if i can handle school anymore. I think all i need is a mix of motivation and some aim to work towards that will eventually lead to something nice?
Is it normal for a uni student to actually not know what they wanna do in the future? I guess i have another 2 more years to figure out but that is not going to be very long considering the past 2 years in NUS had just gone past in a flash. Suddenly the future seem really bleak as it closes in on me.
posted by lazyrpiggy @ 2:43 AM
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